The
day I found out my wife was cheating, I wasn’t prepared. I had not been
suspecting for weeks, the sex wasn’t stale (at least not to me) we weren’t
going through a rough patch, nothing of the sort. That very morning she
had come out of the shower and pressed her naked body against me. I had
to change my suit, shirt and tie afterwards and I was late for a meeting with
my publisher but it was totally worth it. That’s why when I walked into
my home that afternoon, 3 hours earlier than normal, hoping to continue from
where we left off in the morning, I didn’t expect to see my wife fucking
someone else in the pool. My pool.
My first instinct was to pick a knife off the kitchen cabinet. I
almost did. If I had, I would have killed one or both of them I wasn’t
sure who I wanted to kill more. The one I loved who had broken my trust
or the object of her adulterous desires. Then I saw his face, and the
hand reaching to pull out a knife stopped in its tracks.
It wasn’t my brother or boss or best friend. It was
hers. Her best friend, the guy who had always been there. They were
friends before I met her. Friends while we dated. Friends when we
got married and she asked me to make him one of my groomsmen. Friends
till now. At first I was uncomfortable with how close they were.
She told me he was like a brother to her. Then he got a girlfriend, a hot
one, who he eventually married and I never saw him in that light again.
Till now of course, in the harsh light of reality.
He had always been around it could have been going on for
years. If it had, that would make me a fool. I was hurt, betrayed,
angry, but I was not a fool. Killing one or both of them right now in a
fit of rage would be illogical, foolish. They were still at it in the pool
oblivious to me for the half hour I stood in my own kitchen watching my wife
betray me. Then I left.
At first, I was unsure what to do. I’m not a gangster or
military man, nor did I know any, so getting him killed or beaten to within an
inch of his life was out of the question. I am an author. A rather
successful one. My last book sold around 3 million copies each in 6
continents, that is how I was able to afford the nice home in London with a
pool and tennis court on the grounds that my stay at home by choice
wife had converted to a love nest.
I’m not physically intimidating either. I couldn’t beat
him up myself. The only tool I had, the only weapon I had was my
mind. I drove back to the office. I knew the gateman would report
that I had been home. She called just as I walked into my office.
She sounded nervous. I told her that I forgot my USB drive on the
mantelpiece and I had picked it up, used the guest bathroom and returned to the
office. That I had called out her name but she didn’t respond so I
figured she was sleeping and since I wasn’t staying long I decided not to
disturb. She believed me. She had to.
I sat in my office with the lights off. The emptiness
scared me tonight. I had rented the office space in the city center to
handle the business side of the literary world and to have a zone. A
place away from home where I could come up with ideas. I needed an idea
badly that night. I got a few. I went home that night, kissed my wife,
made love to her and slept like a baby. She was surprised by how
energetic the lovemaking was, I told her I had come up with a plot for my new
book. I never showed my work till I was done so she didn’t press me.
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